My head weighed so much suddenly I had to support it with both hands. The call was not unexpected but when the number showed up on my screen, it was clear that my dear friend Keith had passed. Keith whose strength while skateboarding I had admired so much. Our friendship was built on mutual support and humor. My partner saw me on the phone, my body slumped over in slow motion. After sitting alone outside for a while she said lets go for a walk on the beach. This zine is dedicated to Keith, I love you. Ari